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Letters to my wife in case I don't make it - Part 2

 Letters to my wife in case I don't make it - Part 2

The world has been unkind to us. From a near-miss to a definite hit, we've seen it all.

Incompatibilities ultimately reared their ugly heads, even though we struggled to adapt and find coping mechanisms, moving forward has taken plenty of grit and determination. At one point we both had to relearn how to relate to each other.

Through all this, you remain as steadfast as the day we married.

It would be a shame if my flame were to be extinguished before yours, but in this instance I can't imagine having to go on without you.

And in case I never get to say it to your face again, "I love you".

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